Ok, so what now. Do I set some goals? Do I try to figure out how I got here? How did I get here? I lost most of my pregnancy weight by a few weeks postpartum but now it is all back. This is not who I want to be. I want to be thin, healthy, vibrant. That can't be too much to ask from life. How can I get there? I need a plan. Do I start with a diet? Join a gym? Try to get inspired? I think I need to start by documenting where I am. I need to take some pictures and measurements. I need to know where I am starting from, no matter how difficult it might be to face.